wah this episode very nice and funny! watch watch!! :D


this is nice too!! sugianto's! (:


okay and Yvonne got eliminated.. one Singaporean down.. ):


i don't want exams to come but i want them to end. and im really surprised that one of the exam venues is at AJ! haha too bad i won't get to go there.. hahaha they should just hold the exams at RV.. i'll be VERY MOTIVATED to do well.. haha.

heys im like providing good videos for you guys to destress okay. my life is now a blur. i've been hitting the books but i don't know how much has been going in cos im really stressed this time round. ahhhhh. i feel so so so so so not prepared. ):

was at NUS yesterday, studying.. gonna stay home today cos i need to practise my pieces for thurs' piano lesson and tmr im going to the library again! thurs and fri, i'll probably go NUS again.. OH I SAW WEIHUI YESTERDAY AND WENT HOME TGT WITH HER :D yup. and i've been seeing like alot of my cell mates.. haha found what rachel said the other day rather funny. cos we've been hanging out with the NUS ppl, she said "sometimes i feel like im from NUS." *shrugs* it's a psychological thing i guess. for now, i havent had that feeling yet. haha.

nah! more videos! and it's not like ive been searching online for them.. i always manage to see them when i on the tv! :D

starstarII in Part IV and Part V!

Part I


Part II


Part III


Part IV


Part V

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*stressed*

watch this! :D relieve stress! haha. Part IV and V got Starstar II!

Part I


Part II


Part III


Part IV


Part V


Part VI

today, a SUNDAY, i went to church for the third time in the week! haha. 8 of us were literally under His Presence, studying.. hahaha inside joke. =p realised my cell mates are really perfect studying mates.. nobody talked unnecessarily, except for the last half hour.. 8 of us sitting around 3 tables.. quietly doing our own revision.. (:

these few days of studying outside have caused me to miss out on some nice clothes! ahahahaha. totally addicted to online shopping. but it's okay. im gonna be addicted to studying soon yea.. :D

and another episode!

erm.. actually i think this song dat he sang is quite scary.. haha. be prepared.

time passes very slowly when im ploughing through my notes.
time passes very quickly when i look back and realise how little i've completed each day.
time passes very slowly when i count the number of days i have left to the end of exams.
time passes very quickly when i count the number of days i have left to the start of exams.

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i wonder how it feels to be spiritually filled.
i wonder how it feels to be so filled with His love.
i wonder how it feels to be so on fire for Him.
i wonder how long i'll take to feel all of that.
i wonder when i will respond to an alter call when i know deep down in my heart that i have to go.
i wonder when i will feel the desire to want more of Him.
i wonder when i will feel the need to put in more effort in this relationship.

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i feel that im at my stupidest when i try my best to please you. i hope that was a smile of assurance.

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i realised that i like studying! cos.. studying makes me feel smart. and when i feel smart, i feel happy. so studying makes me happy! tsktsk. as if. *rolls eyes*

okay now i really feel dumb. watch this!


Elephant Paints Self-Portrait

this is jinglun aka star star II aka 偶像 at 超级星光大道3! :D
ENJOY!

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going sch to study now! (:

wanted to update a few days back when i was terribly demotivated by Amos Witztum! hahaha. but i hit it on my diary instead.. so basically, i don't really give a damn bout him now. ahhhh. had Sociology lectures for two days.. yays. i feel so encouraged by Gosling and Taylor that im really really motivated to study now.. not like im not, cos of all the stress la. but the 10am-5pm lectures really helped me get into the whole studying momentum again.

love the fact that i can fall asleep once i plonk my head on the pillow, satisfied from all the amount of information that i've absorbed thru the day (: though it's still not as hiong as the times in sec school or jc when we spent close to 12h in school sometimes.. and all the times when we had soooo much work to do for our 8 subjs during hols PLUS CCA commitments abt 3 times a week.. those were the times when life was crazy.. yet again, you can feel that you are not wasting life away..

study study study!

im not good at consoling ppl after all.. >.<